Sha

I almost forgot what it's like.

To be around with someone who shares the same humor as I do,

someone who knows how to handle me,

someone who shares the same interest,

someone who thinks almost the same way as I do,

someone who's a geek and lame-o like me,

and most importantly,

someone who makes me feel loosen up and absolutely comfortable with who I am.

Thanks for reminding me that.

:)

"I'm just a hunk, a hunk of burning love!"

The best part about you is that
You have never failed to crack me up.

Even though I don't get you sometimes,
But you always surprise me with how much you really cared.


That day was simple.
But I had fun as always.

Thank you.
:)

There it goes again

You know how people would keep making decisions for us?
Just because they know what's best for us?

Well, what if I don't want to go with what's 'best' for me?

What if I purposefully want to make mistakes?


It may be the 'best' choice in general,
but maybe I'd prefer for my life to go in another way,
even if it means having a few bumps along the way.

So please, stop pushing me to the direction that YOU want me to go.

I Drove.

Yep, I actually drove.
On the road.

Gah! The sight of Jaz behind the wheel is a sight of horror???

Aren't you proud of your baby girl right here?!

Erm, yeah. That was a bit over...


I drove all the way from Hulu Langat to Bukit Indah.
All. The. Way.

Yes, it's a major thing considering I am very very afraid of being behind the wheels.




Thankfully, my ride had not ended up in terrible state like the above figure.


But it wasn't one heck of a smooth ride either.
I almost hit some cars, have caused frustrations to other drivers, have caused frustrations to my driving instructor etc etc.
And it is also accompanied with countless of scoldings from my driving instructor.

But all in all, I'm improving.
And I'm starting to actually warm up to the process of driving.


Thanks to this piece of advice,

"Don't approach driving because you want the license.
Approach driving because you really want to drive."

- Jul

"Not in My Plan."

AN got to know my secret.
Something that I've been hiding from him/her because I was afraid of his/her reaction.

AN:
*Shakes his/her head*

ME:
... What?

AN:
I'm not ready for this...

ME:
Ready for what?

AN:
It's not in my plan...

ME:
It's not in YOUR plan?

See?
This was why I hide it from him/her.

I mean, whatdaheck man?
It's not in YOUR plan?

YOU plan my life?
To THAT extent?

Look, you've went through this same thing that I'm going through.
You've been through MORE than I did.
So can you please stop trying to tell me what is 'most right' to do?

You're putting me in an awkward position.