Observation of Myspace Girl 1

I'm in the library now.
And I've been here for almost the whole day.
In fact, my fingers dah kebas dah nak type all these.

I'm supposed to do my human comm.
Well, I am doing it.
I'm just taking a break.
:P

And no, I shall not feel guilty because the others Myspacing on overtime.

Anyway, at the time of writing this, I am observing a girl.

This girl was way absorbed in Myspacing and Facebooking using the library's internet.

After ages of that,
She immediately went to her laptop and opened a photo of her and a guy friend.

She's editing it.

If your normal photo views in Photoshop is 100% for example,
Then she's zooming it to 600%!

Seriously, I'm not exaggerating.

...
...
...
Okay, I've exaggerated.
It's a little less than that.

About... 550% maybe.
And that is NOT an exaggeration.

Back to my observations.
This girl is zooming waaayyy too close,
And she's...
Coloring her freakin face?

I mean, I'd understand if you want to erase a few zits,
But you're erasing way too many things on your face.
(You might as well erase your eyes and your mouth)
:P

Haha.
Some girls and their addiciton to beauty and their Myspace display picture.

Ha Hardy Har.

Lelaki yang macho.

Things have been a blur nowadays.
Assignments are due pretty often.
And of course, as I am the type who does it last minute, I had to keep myself pretty busy these past few weeks.

-

Kirin:
Syad, u ada Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham tak?

(I laughed in front at the thought of a guy asking for a hindustan movie
And watching it quietly in his room, crying all the while hugging a pillow)

Kirin:
Kenapa? Salah ke kalau lelaki nak nangis?!

(Mawi came over to Kirin and patted his back as if he's the manliest man alive. Then with a manly tone, he said,)

Mawi:
Betul tu! Lelaki yang macho adalah lelaki yang menitiskan airmata!

--- Lol! Well said! Indeed, well said!

Mood Swings

So suddenly today, I'm back into my old mood swings.

I'd appreciate being cheered up.
So cheer me up, kay people?

Haha.

It's funny how you can think that it's a bad day,
When nothing bad is actually happening to you.

Sigh.
I'm tired of my mood swings.
But I can't help it.

Maybe it's because I'm missing waaayyy too many people...

Oh oh oh!
But this picture cheers me up!

40 Random Things for January and February 2009

1.
Psychos do exist nearer than you thought they are.

2.
Being neutral around psycho is possible.
And I'm still neutral to the psycho at the time I'm writing this.

3.
When you feel absolutely nothing about someone and the things that they've done or will be doing,
Then it means that your heart has turned into a stone.

4.
I seem to be the kind that doesn't realize just what awesome things she had until she realized that she had lost them.

5.
In one case, it took me two years and a reminder to made me realize that I had lost something that is impossible to obtain nowadays.

6.
By the time I realized that I had lost something,
It tugs my heart to know that it's too late.

7.
I was probably the most flirtatious girl in class back then.
I flirted with all the guy classmates and call everybody 'sayang'.

8.
Funny enough, despite flirting often,
I've never really reached the to the point of 'scandal' with any of them.

9.
Apparently, I'm an interesting person.
Said some people who noticed that I'm a bit different than some people.

10.
Apparently, I'm a weirdo.
Said Haniz and a few other people who finds me doing things in unusual ways.

11.
Apparently, I'm unpredictable.
Said one guy who was truthful enough to me.

12.
And apparently, I'm waayy too straightforward for people's liking.
Said the somewhat truthful guy.

13.
Apparently I can fall easily once I allow myself to.

14.
Apparently after all that had happened at the start of 2009,
I'm not ready to allow myself for that.

15.
Karaoke is awesome.

16.
Singing 'Womanizer' and 'I Will Survive' at every karaoke session does help a lot to establish the singing-for-fun mood.

17.
The song 'Daughters' by John Mayer actually had a lot of layers,
The more you listen to it.

18.
The more I listen to it,
It actually matches 90 percent of what my life had and is going through now.

19.
Having a relationship with a classmate is really risky.
*cue to classmates who are couples ehem eheem*

20.
Thankfully, my whole class can seem to recover well from some damages that has been done.

21.
Cubit- mencubit pipi is really what you do to your friends.
Said Mawi.

22.
I can get very tense whenever people call out to me
"Yo! Dynamitez! Yo! Cheerleader!"

But it's all in the good name of jokes.

23.
There seems to be hope.

24.
I still have hope.

25.
But not hope in YOU.

26.
I figured that flirting with girls are way less complicated than flirting with guys.

27.
I get annoyed when D is not around each time I try to contact.

28.
I'm a somewhat lazy person.

29.
Yes, I do miss Farith cuzzie despite no attempts to contact him.

30.
Yes, I do miss Akid even though we're not as close as we used to be.

31.
Dania, there are no words to describe US in the most accurate way.

32.
I actually agreed with Yana Usri on the 'strong friendship bond' theory.
It sounds lame.
But I love every part of it, Yana Usri.

33.
Tiang.
You. Are. My. Strength. In. Hard. And. Boring. Times.

34.
Tiang isn't reading this.
But Tiang knows how much I love her because I've confessed countlessly on my undying love and devotion to her.

35.
Again, I need to confess and tell the world,
"Tiang, you will always have my undying love and devotion, sayang!"

36.
No, I'm not a les.
I'm just very very affectionate to the people I choose.

37.
Hani Shamira, I love you!

38.
Nadhirah, I love you!

39.
Haniz, I love you!

40.
Emi, I love you!

--- Okay, that was freakin random.
Scratch the above statement.
:P